you give up trying to explain yourself
cos u know they will think it's ridiculous
and think you're just being selfish
it hurts to be misunderstood

maybe i am really selfish
and everything is abt me
i don't know
i really don't

at least i know that i can face my mom without guilt now
when she said today, " when you're not that well to do, u'll just have to live without some stuff"
and i can look her in the eye and agree
cos i've been trying faithfully to keep to it
pains me to see her shrinking in size when i go back every week
and me putting on so much weight
how i wish i can transfer some of my meat to her